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To Anakin 1/1
By Ruby-Flame Jedi Queen
miriam_am@yahoo.com
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To my husband, ANAKIN.

Anakin,

I can hear the battle raging outside my window.  I
can't believe you would do this to me!
It won't be long before the Storm Troopers break
through the attack and come for me.  Even though you
try and deny it, you know what they'll do to me as
well as I do.  You sent them.  So, this is my goodbye
letter.

I don't know what was wrong with you when you decided
joining Palpatine was the right thing.  I don't even
think you know.  All I know is that Palpatine made you
into a monster.  I don't even know if my Ani is still
in that Darth Vader suit.  He couldn't be the one
killing all those innocent people.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH
YOU?!

Thanks to your stupid Storm Troopers and bounty
hunters, I have lost everything, everyone.  In a
couple of minutes I will lose my life!  And here I am,
spending my last moments writing to YOU.  

This is sickening.  I still love you Ani.  I don't
want to, though.  I want to kill you for what you've
done, but I can't do that to the person who used to
keep me so warm, hold me so tight, and love me. 
That's who you used to be Anakin.  Look at yourself
now.  Murderer.  Monster.  Disgusting.

What is it you are getting from Palpatine that makes
what you have done so worthwhile?

Anakin,  I hope you get this letter. I hope you
realise you have done everything wrong since the
moment you became Darth Vader.  And yet I still love
you.  That is what had caused me the most pain.  You
disgust me.

 Goodbye Anakin.  I don't know what else to say.  
 There is nothing to say anymore, except goodbye.