Author's Notes: Wow, this bed rest must be doing *something* for me. ^_^;;;; *giggles* Who knows, I may pull something really daring and actually FINISH a fic. Ehehehehe.. or not. ^^; Anyway, I won't take up much more of your time-- I just need to thank everyone who emailed me with their wonderful comments on 'A View...' Chocolate Mamorus to you all! And a special chocolate Ellios for Elysia, she's my utterly amazing beta. ^_~ Oh! One warning: I'm rating this PG-13, since I have the word 'breast' in here a few times... DEMANDO: A few times? MEREDITH: Yes, three or four times. I didn't really count. DEMANDO: So, it's gratuitous, then. MEREDITH: Pervert! Um, enjoy minna! Please send feedback! I'll love you forever if you do! ^_~ ~Meredith Legal Disclaimer: (To the tune of 'Jimmy Crack Corn') Naoko owns Sailor Moon, and I don't care! Naoko owns Sailor Moon, and I don't care! Naoko owns Sailor Moon, and I don't care! My White Prince has to stay... ^^; (Yes, that was pathetic.) Personal Disclaimer: Crazy, I was crazy one, they put me in a room.... ------------------------------------------------------------ The Dark Is Rising: Prelude II by Meredith Bronwen Mallory mallorys-girl@cinci.rr.com ------------------------------------------------------------ Ten days, twenty hours and forty-seven minutes. The pale, unreal setting sun spilled light through the heavy red drapes and puddled on the tiled marble floor, waiting for someone to clean it up. Endymion- who had been staring at it on and off all day- noted that it had grown considerably smaller since noon. He dodged his own uncreative thinking patterns and tried to think of it the way Usagi would. It was no use. Never a man to let something go to waste, he merely added it to his list of reasons why his Usako had to wake up. With a heavy heart, he gazed on that well known form imprisoned within the coffin of crystal. 'You hear me, Usa?' he thought, and rested his head in his hands, 'You have to wake up so you can explain to me how sunlight evaporates, how magic happens and how you could possibly get so excited about candy. You have to wake up so I can kiss you, and so you can laugh at me when I stub my toe in my haste to get you on the bed.' In her own little world, with it's crystal for sky and red satin for ground, Usagi did not stir. With a heavy sigh, Endymion clasped his hands and began to wait again, studying the rise and fall of his wife's chest with careful, desperate interest. Ten days, twenty hours and- he glanced at the clock- fifty-three minutes. Ten days since the world had melted, the water and ice receding from the devastated lands they had invaded. Ten days since a confused and utterly disheartened planet had stumbled from a thousand years on ice and stood blinking in the sun's feverish light. They knew they couldn't pick up where they left off, couldn't gain that same horrific momentum of the prior time. In the end, they turned to the Senshi, as Setsuna had said they would; and they grasped at that new, heroic leadership like children frightened of the dark, as Setsuna had said they would. So they waited with bated breath, along with their Senshi and King, for their Queen to awaken. In all that time, Usagi never stirred. Setsuna had no explanation- indeed, no visible reaction- to that. Smiling a bit bitterly, Endymion's gaze trailed over the lines, curves and sensitive little junctures that composed his wife's body. She was not yet that image of a white, angelic Empress the world would come to know. Trapped, sleeping timelessly, Usagi was still that twenty-something college student Endymion had known a thousand years prior. Ten days and a thousand years of dreamless black ago, they had hurried down into the basement of their Azubu apartment building, where they would sleep more than a dozen lifetimes. How was he to know that was the last time he was to kiss her (oh, it had been unjustly frantic), the last time she would smile that trembling, forcefully brave little smile? She looked soft in that enormous pink sweater and black pleated skirt, she looked pale and she looked- dead. NO! Endymion grasped the fraying ends of his sanity and breathed deeply. Setsuna- vague and distant though she'd been since their awakening- had adamantly assured him that Usagi was not dead. Not dead, only sleeping. Didn't they put that on headstones, too? For one horrific moment, Endymion saw the crystal coffin sitting six feet deep in the flesh of Earth. It was so terribly transparent, he'd still be able to see Usagi's pale, betrayed face as they threw the dirt down into the hole, load after load... He stroked the coffin's lid, directly over Usagi's cheek, as if it had become an extension of his wife's body. "You really have to wake up, dear," he said, forcing a laugh, "That horribly organized mind of mine is running away with me again." No answer, just the sound of the wind as it moved through the drapes. Looking down at Usagi's form, curled up like a kitten with her head pillowed on her hands, Endymion wished for the thousandth time that he might lift the lid and hold her. But no, Setsuna insisted that it might be dangerous, there was a chance it could break the enchantment that had preserved Usagi for so long. Idly, the King wondered just when it was that Usagi had fallen from enchantment into that deep, impenetrable sleep. A hundred years in? Two hundred? From that very first moment... He glanced at the puddle of sunlight again, noticing that it had lessened a little more, and cast his gaze out onto the horizon. There were still a few hours of sunlight left. Suddenly, he glanced down and was startled by Usagi's paleness, by the contrast of her porcelain skin against the soft, red satin. "I've never seen you this pale," he whispered, "Never..." Endymion looked around for a moment, feeling just a slight prang of guilt. The coffin sat upon a small divan, it would be easy to move it out onto the balcony. There, the sun might penetrate it's faceted glass and caress his wife's small body. Climbing to his feet, he grasped the cherry-wood headboard and began to push. "What are you doing?" The words were not accusing, not angry or deep or lilting, but careful and curious. Sailor Mercury, then. The King turned and sheepishly ran a hand through his short, twilight hair. "Well, that is, I..." his voice was hoarse, and broke just slightly. Belatedly, he realized he was thirsty. "She's so pale," he said finally, "I thought maybe I could move her out into the sunlight for a while- take her back in before I go to bed." Sailor Mercury nodded slowly, moving out of the threshold and into the room's full light. She surprised Endymion, for a moment. She seemed saddened, changed and worn down. Then, berating himself for being so selfish, he realized just how heavily this crisis had to rest on the Senshi. Still, there was something in Mercury's quicksilver eyes that seemed... terribly old. Knowing- that was the word he was searching for. Endymion frowned: What then, did she know? "It won't do any good," Mercury said at last, her voice a long tone forced from an unwilling instrument. She said it in such a way that Endymion was surprised when she moved to help him. The Angel of Intellect smiled weakly, "You push, I'll pull." Together they moved their Queen's coffin out into the sunlight. "I wish... I wish I could lift the lid, you know?" Endymion confessed, leaning his back against the railing, not bothering to study Mercury's reaction. "I understand," from her voice, he could tell she was nodding. The sapphire Senshi sighed, and there was the sound of swaying fuku skirts as she moved to place her own gloved hand on the coffin. Quite suddenly, she looked up and starred Endymion in the eye. Therein lay an iron purposefulness that hadn't been there prior. "I'm not a spell-caster, I'm a doctor," she said, and the King nodded. A Pediatrician and a Cardiologist had some areas that overlapped. He respected her medical opinion, viewed her as his peer. Mercury continued, never moving, "I remember once- during my very first year of practice- I had a little girl who was brain-dead. "She'd fallen of her bike and hit her head. Of course, if she'd been wearing a helmet she might have been alright- but that wasn't the case. Her mother brought her in, you see. It was my understanding that she was the girl's only family. Anyway, we put the little girl on life support, and her mother would to sit by her bed and hold the little girl's hand. The mother insisted her daughter was alive, said that if she was breathing and her heart was beating she just *had* to be alive. Out of sympathy, I kept the little girl on life support a lot longer than I had to. But, Endymion," Mercury's mouth hardened into a thin little line for a moment, "the mother didn't understand. The little girl died the moment she hit her head. Sure her heart and lungs worked, but... Endymion, the girl's mind, her *soul*- they were gone." In a rush of horror, Endymion let out the breath he'd been holding and felt a sudden pain in his palms. He looked down, noticing the damage of hands clenched so tightly that his nails bit through the skin. In the next moment, as his mind took in every last detail of what Mercury had said, he was running towards the coffin, grasping at the lid and leaving bloody stains. "Usa...." he bent forward, seeing the golden girl's chest rise and fall, knowing her heart beat- but having no proof that her glittering soul was still anchored to that lithe body. There came the sound of the red velvet drapes being lifted and allowed to fall, and raising his head Endymion saw the image of Setsuna reflected in Mercury's suddenly wide eyes. A sudden, inexplicable cloud of guilt- that feeling of having been caught- hovered above both the King and Mercury. He turned, more quickly than he had intended, to see Setsuna and Senshi Mars looking at him in expectance and reproach. "Your Highness, have you had any dinner at all?" Mars' voice was slightly accusing, as she already knew the answer. Inwardly, Endymion rolled his eyes. So it was Mars' turn to force him away from his wife's side. Pity- if it had been Neptune or Venus he might have begged off food and sleep for a little more time. "No, Rei," Endymion said, shaking his head- feeling the ghost of amusement as Mars put her hands on her hips. "You should rest, Endymion," Setsuna said, her voice was the most steady he'd heard as of late, "All will be well soon." Surprised, the King turned his focus to the Angel of Time and did a double take. She was dressed in an outfit he'd never seen before, a heavy brown blouse over a long black skirt- she seemed somehow monstrous in the fading light. "Are you so certain, Setsuna?" Sailor Mercury's voice was oddly accusing, and Endymion frowned at her even as he allowed Sailor Mars to lead him away. Setsuna did not answer immediately, but instead moved closer to the other Senshi in such a way that Mercury did not hesitate to put Usagi's coffin between them. However, it was the words Setsuna whispered- so low that Endymion knew he had not been supposed to hear them- that made him start. His quick mind raced back over the memories of the last ten days, reviewing the few times he'd seen Ami and Setsuna interact. The scenes where shaded with his own ever-present grief, but in retrospect he saw something different in the way they approached on another. Suspicion, righteous anger... Setsuna whispered lowly, dangerously: "Take care, Senshi Mercury. Take care." ======================= 'We went to Roseland, Oh, we went to Roseland, We went to Roseland, But we never came back!' It was an old nursery rhyme, one of the few Nemesis had inherited from Earth, and it served to fuel the vague unease that had settled around Demando's shoulders. The White Prince recalled it, slowly, because the concepts were unfamiliar to him; he knew what a rose was, but had never seen one. This one, he considered, was preferable to 'London Bridge is Falling Down', though he remembered his nanny had sung that too. Once, he'd asked her what London Bridge *was*, but she hadn't known either. 'London Bridge is falling down...' He had the sudden image of complete darkness, separating itself into shadows. The White Prince frowned, not sure what had enticed his mind to such thoughts, and turned his attention back to the meeting. While he'd been involved with his own ponderings, the Representative of Reuben had gotten out of her seat and was now shaking her fist in the face of the Dyborian Representative. Demando sighed, knowing he should have asked Rhyolite to the meeting after all-- she knew how to deal with certain representatives, particularly the difficult Topaz of Reuben. "Lady Topaz, please return to your seat," he said icily, annoyed. The meeting had already gone on an hour more than expected, if this kept up much longer then Rhyolite would be asleep by the time he returned to her. "One would think he wouldn't have to ask that of a Tribe Representative," the Lady Dybor -- Aventurine-- crowed, moving her plump lips in a mock smile, "After all, we aren't in Grammar School, are we?" "I wouldn't know," Lady Topaz hissed, looking much like a yellow-brown cat, "Based on the fact you follow *him*," she waved her hand vaguely at Demando, "seems to indicate you're stupid enough to be." 'Falling down, falling down...' The uneasiness increased ten-fold, almost physical, moving in his blood. Demando fought against it without understanding. "Oh, the words of the dying Province," Aventurine sneered, "How's it feel to be closed in, Topaz-sama?" The Dyborian woman raised a delicate, electric green eyebrow, "Yours is the only Province that hasn't pledged it's allegiance to Demando-ouji-sama!" "Which," Demando prompted himself hurriedly, sensing his opportunity to jump in, "is why we are here to today." In the background, the White Prince sensed his brother has risen to take the stand in the center of the room. Silently, he praised Saffir for always being so prompt. His brother would be easier to focus on than the squabbling representatives. "Exactly," said the Blue Prince, smiling towards his brother as he came to the fore of the room. "Now, as you all probably know, relations between the Province of Reuben and the rest of Nemesis are currently operating under the Treaty of Wide Mountain. However, this treaty is only meant to be temporary, and it is time that we set more firm boundaries. Especially," here Saffir paused, leveling his look with that of Lady Topaz, "since the Province of Reuben refuses to hand over it's Marked to be trained at the Center." "I object!" Lady Topaz-- predictably-- shouted, "My Province does not appreciate being pushed up against the wall here. Everyone else in this *room* has given over their Province to Demando." For a brief moment, Saffir closed his eyes, and when he opened them, Demando saw a type of determination the Blue Prince rarely exhibited. It was always there, laying beneath the surface, but it showed so little that sometimes Demando forgot it was there. He kept his smile to himself, though, thinking that there was every chance Saffir would win at least part of the fight for them. "This is understood," Saffir said, unconsciously shifting in his Center uniform, "However, your Province has sent its guards. Have you forgotten that they are standing outside the door?" Laughter rippled through the room, predominantly quiet and polite (though Demando heard Esmerude's 'giggle' and cringed), but Lady Topaz's face still flamed. "I have not forgotten," she spat, "I thought perhaps *you* had." "Lady, I assure you, as both the brother of Demando and the Representative of the Center; you won't be forced into anything. You'll always have a choice." 'London Bridge is falling down...' Concentration was almost impossible now, no matter how hard Demando struggled. In his mind, he saw the shadows form a circle and begin to dance. 'My fair lady.' "Oh, yes," Topaz sneered, cherry brown eyes seeming to glow with her anger, "Like the Dyborians were given a choice?" "Objection!" Aventurine called, pouncing before Topaz had even finished her sentence. Demando got the feeling she had been lying in wait for such an opportunity. "The Province of Dybor was also given a choice. We chose Demando-sama because in this day and age we *need* a unified Nemesis!" "Oh, please," the Reubian woman sneered, "The only reason Dybor caved into Demando was because he married one of your best pilots, who was also-- if you'll remember-- 'adopted' by the Arch Duke. How many strings do you think she pulled with 'dear old Dad' in order too-" "That is *enough!" Demando shouted, almost jumping at the sound of his own voice. The enraged words had escaped without him willing them too, but he was almost grateful. Something... something had almost fallen into place; the ill ease had almost found a focus. Now, all of that had burned away, fallen under the anger he felt when anyone criticized Rhyolite. "That is *quite* enough, Lady Topaz," he said voice frozen in wrath, "You are stepping out of bounds. I don't care what the Rumor Pages say, this meeting is not about your filthy gossip. And," he added, feeling the anger freeze and solidify, "my wife's honor is *not* up for debate here." "Oh really?" Topaz smiled, and Demando realized with a dull, throbbing pain in his mind that she was far from finished, "She's Unmarked, too, isn't she? How'd you manage to swing that, Demando-sama? Doesn't the Center have rules about who you're allowed to breed with?" The disgusting, animal terminology pushed all the wrong buttons on Demando, and he almost moved to stand before Saffir's voice rang out quietly in the suddenly still chamber. "Speaking of the Center," the Blue Prince said calmly, as if nothing were amiss, "We still don't know *why* the Province of Reuben refuses to hand over those Marked by the Jakokuzuishou." "Saffir-oujisama posses an interesting question," said the small, mousy-gray Representative of Levitite. She smiled briefly, as though she realized she was speaking out of turn, but her eyes seemed to say 'And who *hasn't*?'. "Since it's founding, the Center has been completely neutral to all Province disputes. It was built in unclaimed territory to avoid such entanglements. Why then, have you suddenly stopped allowing your Marked ones to attend?" 'Take the key and lock her up...' The shadows were dancing around something, Demando realized. No matter how hard he tried to keep himself to the task at hand, his mind seemed drawn back to the image. He felt somehow that he did not want to look. "Why indeed, Lady Topaz?" Saffir's teal blue eyes narrowed, and he tilted his head as if he alone could hear her answer. "Because," the Reubian woman shook her head, her expression almost genuine, "It's hypocrisy! The original 'colonists' of Nemesis were exiled from Earth because they were opposed to the Senshi ruling the world. They said it was wrong for any one person to draw from the energy of a planet and upset the cosmic balance. The religion of the Cosmic Balance has, by the way, been abandoned in favor of the Center." Lady Topaz paused for a moment, and Demando leaned forward, allowing himself a small amount of admiration for the woman. She would have made an excellent history teacher. "When the first Marked ones began showing up on Earth, it was theorized that they were reincarnations from the Silver Millennium, when Nemesis wasn't an uninhabitable wasteland. Because they were so far away from the Jakokuzuishou, though, they couldn't draw from its power. They decided that it would be wrong to do so anyway, since it would drain the planet and go against everything they had been taught! Don't you see?" her look implored them, "We're the hypocrites now! The Senshi exiled our ancestors because of their beliefs, and now we are dishonoring our ancestors by abandoning the religion that brought us here!" 'Lock her up...' For the briefest moment, the image changed to a view of the White Tower, silhouetted against the brown sky and its perpetual stars. Warmth spread through him as he thought of Rhyolite, who must be up there even now, and he almost succeeded in turning away from the shadows. 'Lock her up...' The White Tower still, but now just the frame of it now, with Rhyolite sitting in her high room, unable to fly... The uneasiness became full blown fear, a chill sweeping up against Demando so that for a moment he feared Rhyolite was... That was it; the shadows came back. "The Center only teaches Marked Ones to control the power channeled into them by the Jakokuzuishou," Saffir said, his voice oddly tight. The entire room seemed submerged in feeling of regret. "How long until they start using the power though? It's laid dormant for centuries, but that doesn't mean *someone* won't decide it's time to truly forget the Balance of the Cosmos and use the Jakokuzuishou," Lady Topaz actually seemed anxious, the lines of anger having vanished from around her mouth. "When we do that, it will make us no better than the damned Senshi that sent us here!" "Do you understand what it means, to be Marked?" Demando asked, trying to keep the distraction from his voice. "It means being susceptible to the bizarre wants of a crystalline intelligence. The Jakokuzuishou isn't human, but it's alive, and we can't understand it's motives. The only way to live with being Marked is to go to the Center and train." "I know," Lady Topaz said, sounding tried, "It's a no win situation. But if we ever take back Earth..." "We are well aware of the Reubians' opinions on Earth," Demando didn't bother to keep the bored tone from his voice. For the sake of the Japethian Representative, he added, "And that the Province of Japeth also shares those views. However, we have carried on for at least an hour over schedule, and I'm sure we would all like to get home." 'Take the key and lock her up...' Yes, home to Rhyolite, who was small and warm, and, when happy was always happy with all of her being. Just as when she was sad, she was so with all of her being. Demando could not suppress the shudder now. He saw the shadows again, dancing around a golden thing at their center, killing it as they frolicked. He moved closer, or else they did, and he could see what it was they were murdering... 'My fair lady.' "You're not going to be able to avoid the issue forever, Demando-oujisama," said Onyx, the Japethian. Demando saw the other man's eyes narrow as he looked on his Prince, seemingly wary. "I am well aware of that," the White Prince said impatiently, wholly possessed by the need to go to his wife, place his hand over her heart, feel it still beating. "I don't intend to avoid the issue at all." "Earth needs to be taken back!" Onyx hissed. If the Reubian Representative was cat-like, Demando thought blandly, then the Japethian was a snake. "Lady Topaz was right about one thing; the Senshi had no right to exile our ancestors based on their beliefs." "Our ancestors, yes!" Demando fought to calm himself. If he thought clearly, he could avoid the argument and get to Rhyolite all the more quickly. "Look, every Nemesisian child is told fairytales of Earth. Yes, that's where we came from, but why go back when the Senshi are obviously the major power in the Solar System? Let them have Earth, if they want to keep it to themselves and choke it. I think its time we stopped living in the past." "Demando-oujisama, your own rearing in Hinnah may have left you less than spell-bound by Earth, but the Japethians believe..." "I am well aware what the Japethians believe, Lord Onyx, and I respect those beliefs." Demando closed his eyes, whether out of impatience or weariness, he could not tell. In the next instant, his body rebelled against the weariness, screaming once more the need to climb those stairs in the White Tower, rush into Rhyolite's room and... He had the sudden, black-burnt feeling that his wife was dead. "However," he managed to add, "I am not in the mood to hear those opinions right now." He raised his hand, as if to wave Onyx out of existence. Glancing around the room, he saw that the other representatives were already up, looking restless. Demando said, thankfully, "Session dismissed." ------- "Onii-san..." Demando felt his brother's presence before the boy spoke. He turned expectantly, watching the darkened archways to see which set of shadows Saffir would emerge from. That had been the game when they were younger, to keep to the shadows, walk inside of them as if they were a separate corridor, and thus avoid their Aunt's wrath. The light of the glowlamps along the hall only served to make Saffir look darker when he revealed himself. "Onii-san, I know you're in a hurry..." "It's alright," the White Prince nodded, forcing his muscles from their tense position. All he needed to do, he reminded himself, was to walk two flights to the surface, and then the winding staircase... it had never seemed so far before. He motioned for Saffir to walk with him. "How do you think we did today?" "Very well, actually," Saffir said, and Demando smiled. "As did I," he replied, "all the fuss Lady Topaz made was simply a show. The embargo placed on Reuben by Dybor and Xyon has practically strangled their economy. It's only their pride that has taken them this long. I wonder though, if they'll willingly turn over their children to the Center." "They'll have to, if they decide to come under your banner," Saffir murmured, not without uncertainty. "That's the one thing they'll hold out on, I think," the older brother pointed out, "You saw how worked up Lady Topaz was. I think their Tribunal shares her opinions." "I think it's awful," the Blue Prince said, genuine pity in his voice, "The children..." "Don't remind me," Demando shook his head, "I remember what it was like to be five and untrained." "Me too," Saffir smiled wanly, and Demando knew that it was only because it was in the past that he could do so. "Worst years of my life." Up ahead, Demando saw the archway leaning to the surface, and sighed with relief. "Is something wrong, Onii-san?" "I'm just worried about Rhyolite," he replied, uncomfortable with the admission, "The sooner Reuben signs the triple-damned treaty, the sooner it will be safe for her to fly again." Saffir was silent for a long time, and Demando raised a hand to rub his temples, trying to block out the image of Rhyolite crying when she thought he couldn't see it. "Onii-san?" Saffir asked, and by the caution in his tone, Demando knew what was coming. "Yes?" "Lord Onyx was right; you aren't going to be able to avoid the issue of Earth forever," the Blue Prince ran a hand through his hair, lowering his eyes as if to hide his opinions on the subject. "It's not just Japeth and Reuben. There are some Terra cults popping up even in Hadasha." "I don't understand it sometimes," Demando confessed, "Have they ever been there? Do they know what trees or grass or water looks like?" "No," his brother said softly, "but they've been told stories. And some of them," he said 'them' in a way that Demando knew he'd wanted to say 'us', "have studied it." "I know you don't agree with me on the subject," Demando said, "And I can see where you're coming from, maybe. I suppose every child longs for Earth." "I understand, Nii-san," Saffir said, but his tone indicated he didn't. The archway loomed before them, and Demando saw his brother smile in an almost forgiving manner. The Blue Prince began to turn away, before Demando put a hand on his shoulder. "Speaking of Earth, Otouto-chan," he said, turning to piece the question together. The sight of the stairway fueled the nightmarish images of Rhyolite, trapped in the shadows' manic circle. "Do you remember..." he tried to start again, "When we were little, you know how Nanny used to tell us those nursery rhymes?" "I remember," Saffir gave his brother a puzzled look. "Well, there were a few Terran ones in the mix, if you recall," the White Prince hurried on, "The one about..." he pretended not to remember, "... a bridge?" "London Bridge," his brother said quickly-- so quickly, that Demando felt his heart clutch in something not-so different from fear. "What did it *mean*?" "What, the nursery rhyme?" Saffir looked confused, "Well, London Bridge is a place on Earth, in what used to be called England. But I'm not sure if it ever really fell..." He frowned, seemingly annoyed that he could not call the information to mind. Demando pressed on, "What about the 'my fair lady' part?" "Oh," a look of concentration passed over Saffir's face, "I'm not sure about that either." He shrugged and smiled as much as he ever did; which was not much at all, Demando realized suddenly. "It's probably just a nonsense rhyme." "Like the one about Roseland?" The Blue Prince shook his head, "I don't remember that one." "Something about not coming back," Demando murmured, feeling the hallways suddenly darker than he liked. He clapped his brother on the back, "Thanks." "Why do you ask?" Saffir inquired, turning away. "Oh," Demando said as he began to climb the steps, "no reason." During the long climb up the polished white, shadow-drapped stairs of the Tower, Demando thought of Rhyolite. This was different because, while she was always a light dancing blithely in the back of his mind, allowing himself to truly grasp the concept of her was an all consuming experience. Dimly, he felt as if the fear was racing up the steps ahead of him, teasing him that it knew more than he, that he must not wait *any* longer, he must go to her *now*. Already he was almost running up the steps. What was it now, that made him feel as though her well-known, precious visage was not waiting for him at the top of the steps? He paused, just barely, before the heavily guarded doors that protected her (though he knew well enough that she needed no protection, not of that sort). The seconds it took him to wave aside the guards were almost unbearable, but at last he pushed open the door. Brown light spilled in through the windows and on to the black marble floor near the bed, but the bed was empty and Demando spared it only a fleeting glance. The fear was debilitating and distracting, but Rhyolite gave him purpose, and now that he was here he felt more in control. The door into her sitting room was open, occupied by sculpted chairs, but nothing of interest. He turned around fully, and saw his wife laying limp on the love seat. In a flash, the control was gone. He was not sure how he came to be by her side, leaning over her, pressing his fingers anxiously against her wrists and neck. Relief washed through him; it was the sound of her stirring in sleep, the rise and fall of her chest, the pounding of her pulse beneath his finger tips. Demando wanted to laugh, such was his relief, but he somehow felt that would be disrespectful. "Demando-chan..." he felt the word, the vibration of her neck against his lips, rather than hearing it. The shiver it sent down his spine was slow, deliberate, and the shadows withered in its presence. Rhyolite was laughing now, in that strange way of hers, purring like a pleased kitten as her dainty fingers moving to tangle in his hair. "I tried to wait up for you," she said through a yawn, "I thought you said I wouldn't be needed at the meeting?" "I did," Demando said, stroking his hand, then his lips, along her bare collar bone. "But the meetings could always use your touch, Lyte," he swept the straps of her long nightgown from her white shoulders, "even if they don't deserve it." The last bit was very possessive, he tightened his arms around her, hearing the cloth of his white suit brush against her skin. It was only when raised his lips from the delicate tracing of her ear that he realized she had closed her eyes. Something stabbed through him, then, the sense that she had left him even while he was holding her. "I haven't," she said sweetly, her lips moving into an expression that was something more than a smile. She raised her eyes, which were blue but so much more than that, and set her fingers to the task of undoing his jacket. "I just..." though she never moved her eyes from his, he knew she was thinking of the window, of the sky she could see through it. His own fingers played along her shoulder blades, and he thought, not without some bitterness, that there ought to be wings there. "The treaty with Reuben should be signed soon," he said. Somehow, almost without moving themselves, their position had changed so that his head was pillowed on her bare breasts. "It will be safe very shortly," he added, because neither of them ever said the word 'fly', not since... Well, he didn't like to fight with her. "Thank you," she said, in a way that made it seem like so much more than that. Her hands, smooth, warm palms, came up to trace against *his* shoulder blades now. The motion was comforting, Demando thought with a lazy smile. It was as if she wanted wings for him too, as if she would not leave him. Some time later, he wasn't sure how long because the world head narrowed to her pretty little heart-beat, she spoke again. "We should get to bed, you know," but it sounded like she didn't want to move. "Hai, we should..." "Demando-chan," she said with mock severity. "I'm moving, I'm moving," he pushed himself up on his hands, smiling down at her. The expression withered quickly; in the star light she reminded him of a particularly beautiful caged bird. "Lyte, I'm," his voice was low, holding more reverence than usual, "I'm..." Rhyolite smiled in a way that made him feel even worse for not being able to say it, "Thank you." Soft, breathless, like the sense of her lying next to him in the darkness. He shifted so that she might sit up, then took his place beside her. She stretched, the faded pink nightgown having pooled at her waist, utterly un-self-conscious. Absently, Demando ran his hand along her side, tracing the delicate engravings in her skin. The pattern was delicate, starting at the small of her back and winding its way up, skirting along the side of her breast, then curving back towards her right shoulder. It was, she told him, a tradition among Dyborian woman to have the engravings done, a section for each year of life until they reached sixteen. The pattern never faded, the procedure was painless, but the way it was done remained the knowledge of only a few select priestesses. No pattern was ever the same. The White Prince traced the golden markings, knowing that each one was a symbol. Lyte had tried to explain it to him once, in a low, hushed tone, but he was only able to remember one of them. He found it, along her side, from when she'd decided she wanted to fly; a single golden line, curling inward and then racing up, like a crazy shooting star. Flight. His wife watched him silently, as if trying to channel words through the place where their bodies touched. "You know," Rhyolite said, yawning as she watched Demando walk towards the bathroom, "I shouldn't be this tired. I got a nice little nap in there, but... I'm having trouble staying awake now." Demando paused in the doorway, "Are you alright?" "Probably," she shrugged her shoulders. Her husband looked at her a while longer, feeling the first talons of fear digging in once more. In the dizzying light of her presence, he had almost forgotten it completely. "Don't let me sleep late tomorrow," she instructed, once he'd vanished behind the door. "Oh, and what if *I* want to make sure you sleep late tomorrow?" he called out, teasing. He heard her laughter as though it had slipped underneath the door, and it made him hurry. When he came back into he bedroom, the glowlamps were off, and Rhyolite had vanished into the bed. She often teased him, saying she could get lost in it but, though he knew she was just hiding, it bothered him. Demando shook his head. In the shadowy corner, he saw Rhyolite's abandoned tea tray. The starlight caught only the barest edges of the porcelain, making it into a menacing half-image. The large, ivory tea pot, two smaller pitchers and single, empty cup. Emptied of all contents; completely taken in; gutted. Violet eyes narrowing, the Prince of Nemesis walked towards it, slowly, as though it was an animal that might pounce or run away. Pounce, he decided affirmatively. He lifted it quickly, opening the door and placing it out in the hall to be taken care of. For some reason, he felt better having gotten rid of it. "Boo!" Rhyolite cried, wrapping her arms around her husband's neck and pulling him down onto the bed with her. Her mischievous smile was charming, if a bit sleepy. It melted into half-pout, "What took you so long?" "Just cleaning up a bit," he said, toying with her loose, golden locks. She moved swiftly until she was sitting atop him, golden hair wild about her face and turned impossible colors by the strange light of Nemesis. Demando stared up at her, wide eyed and open mouthed, suddenly unable to think of anything to say. Her brilliant outline hovered before him, shadowed eyes and mouth, and he thought for a moment that she might vanish. Of their own accord, his hands moved upward, in supplication or in prayer. She stilled suddenly, beneath his hands, as if she suddenly needed to remind her lungs to breathe or her heart to pump. It occurred to him that she might have been fighting it all evening. "Are you alright?" his hands held onto her, but softly, as if she was asleep and he might wake her. "I think so, I..." she nearly lost her balance as she pressed her hands against her temples, "I have a headache." Her eyes were suddenly very bright, ""Oh, Demando, I'm sorry! I thought I was feeling better, but..." "No," he eased her down beside him, "It's my fault." "But I..." "You already said you were tired," he smiled lightly. His hands moved along her body, trying the sooth the sudden pain that had taken root. Warmth seemed to rise in her skin, welcoming the touch. Rhyolite shook her head, protesting weakly, "Wait, I forgot to say my prayers..." "You say them every night," his pressed his lips against her neck, "I'm sure you can miss just once." "I know," she frowned, with great effort, "but still..." Her voice faded away as Demando cradled with one arm, running his free hand along her neck to make her chill. It was his common method for banishing her headaches. She smiled, but he could barely see it in the darkness. "I love you, Lyte," he told her. Her voice was the sound of rain gathering in the distance, "I love you too, Demando." For a moment, the whole of her seemed to tense and he thought she might be in more pain, but then the ivory of her body relaxed and he was sure she'd fallen asleep. Rhyolite suddenly had the impression that she was floating, cool water caressing her limbs, drawing her down towards something. Has she been an Earthling, she might have allowed the current to carry her along, rocking her, towards the sea. But she was a child of Nemesis, and the sudden sensation of 'water' was frightening. She foundered, trapped; fighting as her mind opened like a flower. She had never felt water before, or even seen any that wasn't in pictures. The sensation became a sickening one; all Rhyolite knew was the rain, which came swiftly and killed slowly, like a starving animal. The blue liquid she saw in her mind was a trick, she realized. With that thought came the wild impulse to move, to ran away, but her body had suddenly become a coffin that refused to obey her commands. Earlier, she had thought its reluctance to move was a symptom of exhaustion, but now she saw it for what it was. 'Move!' she ordered her fingers, her arms, her toes. They lay still, machines of flesh and bone, almost lifeless. Or else they were muscles in cages of skin, simply crouched in wait, rebelliously refusing to obey. Her heart lurched and, beneath the shroud of her eyelids, her eyes widened in fear. Her mind raced along her vocal chords, trying to find the right keys, but nothing would respond. The desperate need, not to live but to ensure that she was not drawn down that current of water, battled in her mind, trying to move parts of her body she'd never thought about before. How did her voice work, anyway? 'Demando!' she wanted to call out, so much so that the tears collected in her eyes even though she couldn't open them, 'Help me! I don't want to go back!' She didn't even know what lay down the canal, the instinct was simply to fight it and go upstream. But she couldn't cry out, the words and anguish lay decaying in her throat; she was voiceless. She felt Demando's arm around her, felt his body against her side, and thought, with a bitter taste in her mouth, of how close he was. Her breath wrecked in her lungs, once, twice, a deadly third. Now even her mind stilled, anticipating the fluttering of her lungs, the movement of blood in her veins. It suddenly seemed like a millennia between heart-beats. . . . in . . . How had this happened? Anguish colored her mind, as real as her fear. Rhyolite grabbed desperately at the days events, clawing. Breakfast in the morning, with Demando, in the twilight darkness. A few hours of her own time, spent inspecting Saffir's new design for the flyers. . . . out . . . Meetings, all with flustered officials, long into the height of the 'light' hours. Lunch with Gypsum. Daydreaming, longing for flight, as the illumination vanished from the sky. More meetings, skipping dinner, finally retiring to her rooms. Midnight supper with... Shiori. . . . in . . . "Is something the matter with Gypsum?" "Gypsum?" a long, almost forgetful pause, "She wasn't feeling well." Rhyolite wanted to sob, weep, scream in the sudden realization of betrayal. Shiori; garnet eyes guarded, stance uncomfortable. . . . out . . . She suddenly had the disgusting image of herself, small and defenseless, being sucked through a tube into another container. The picture was detailed, she could see herself, trapped like an insect. That was where the current led, down into the ocean and into another set of bones and blood that moved when she told them too. The knowledge of Shiori, from a strange and different perspective, lingered just beyond, but Rhyolite fought the drawing of her soul with all her might. Her "hands" picked along shards of glass, showing images she did not want to see. Shiori's garnet eyes were among them. . . . . . . Rhyolite almost understood. But she felt the sudden stillness of her heart, and her last wish was that she had said her prayers. Then her heart stopped. ---- Nemesis turned it's back on the sun, taking only the light of the stars, a light that cast strange shadows everywhere. Out on the staircase, the dim illumination avoided a bent figure, allowing the shadows to help the creature as it curved the borrowed body and picked up the half-full teapot. Inside the Princess Rhyolite's chambers, the shadows were only slightly move abundant, falling softly on the couple in bed. Demando slept, holding his wife's corpse long into the night. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MEREDITH: BWAHAHAHAHA! DEMANDO: No, wait... that's not fair! I object! I *strongly object*! MEREDITH: What's wrong? DEMANDO: MEREDITH: Ehehehehe... DEMANDO: You know, I think this counts as abuse. I'm leaving! *starts to leave in a huff* MEREDITH: Ah, Prince-darling? *points to the fact Demando is chained to the nightstand* DEMANDO: -_-; Email me! Your opinion matters! ... Come on, you know you WANT to email me! ^_~ mallorys-girl@cinci.rr.com <--- subtle hint mallorys-girl@cinci.rr.com <--- not-so-subtle hint mallorys-girl@cinci.rr.com <--- blatant annoyance ^_^